... (happy)

i don't know what to say, i've passing this pass whole year, trying to redeem my own happiness, insecurity, while slowly transform my self into a responsible, nurturing character that i've been longing for.

One sentence to describe it, is 'loose it, so you won't lose a bit'.

My heart is full as a concrete, but my mind is always half glassed to fill'in. So i can easily move forward, be happy.

And ever since this year, my life is just getting stranger

and stronger

and happier

and more nutty

and full

and yes, finally i can absorb & understand what happiness is..