Pardon...

Dear All

i won't erase any of my negative post about my life, my family, my past colleague, my friends, my point of view, and probably you. i won't regret to what that had been written here. i know im not as stable as many others. But i must admit, some of you have just witnessing someone's milestone, someone's fears and hopes. You've just read me, here.

so pardon me if its gonna leave a bitter after-read, but i can assure you, this life is never been sweeter without a pinch of misery and a handfull of positivity (with a ton of mysteries and possibilities).

Sincerely,
J.G. Pratama

... (happy)

i don't know what to say, i've passing this pass whole year, trying to redeem my own happiness, insecurity, while slowly transform my self into a responsible, nurturing character that i've been longing for.

One sentence to describe it, is 'loose it, so you won't lose a bit'.

My heart is full as a concrete, but my mind is always half glassed to fill'in. So i can easily move forward, be happy.

And ever since this year, my life is just getting stranger

and stronger

and happier

and more nutty

and full

and yes, finally i can absorb & understand what happiness is..