today.

It doesn't need genie to make your wish come true. It came true already when im at stake. Either that im hoping to be someone that's more bold and braver than you, or just as a cold hearted person that trying too supress its unstable emotion, i can't drop any tears when i got your news. Im shocked, and trembling.
Some way, you're the one who can bring the magic tod this foul city, the one who gave me light. It's silly when someone is trying too hard to redeem it self from being loveable.
I laugh hard, i love and i hate hard. But now, im simply being numb. My heart probably as promiscuous as an untamed bitch before, but when i feel great, in balance and try work on this situation, there's always some catch that can ruin it all. Im trying my best to love you, the way we love each other. Not yours or mine. Simply ours.
But today, i cry hard.