shriek..

Perpetuating the live
of a very important insignificant
proposing to eliminate
the tendecy of dreaming

are we really living here
where all of the graveyards risen
subdue to the infinite
deus ex machina, evoking the thrill

cultivate the light
embracing the fright
aren't we laughing to
the life that were shrinking on

Blabber

Let Me Write
Let Me Crop The Night
Hide, Hide, Hide
The Moon still Nigh

Curiosity tangled
Capitulating at sight
Choose, choose, choose
the mother goose dies

Wake me up
wake me up
it still gives fright
to lose its right

* is this just a writer's block, or im just too lazy to knock.. knock.. knock.. (who's there)

Hope, just a litte

Anoter quarrel, yet another time
Falling into you, means i must lose my sanity
All the time around, i know you've saved me before
But we're gone sour, savory to its core

Im just watching over you, through my knee
Small as it can be, yet powerfull and fragile as a china
I knowledge you gesturing misery
And hope flew, less than what it can be

A little

Hope

Jatuh

terlalu lama kita melewati waktu yang singkat ini
kau selalu menjawab apa yang tak kutanya
dan bertanya di saat ku kan menjawab
kuberkata, lihatlah kita bersamamu
kejam akan waktu yang kita siksa
terus menorehkan ini itu yang tak menentu

terlalu singkat kita mengharapkan perubahan abadi ini
ku selalu menjawab di saat kau bertanya
dan bertanya di saat kau tak mau menjawab
kau berkata, lihatlah aku bersama diriku
lemah lembut akan apa yang kita perbuat
atas coreng-moreng setiap kenangan indah yang kita toreh

terlalu muluk akan apa yang kita lihat
melanturkan jawaban yang salah kala tak mau berkata
dan menjawab hanya untuk meluka, terluka
kita berkata, kami hanya ingin didengar
gegap gempita semua kedigdayaan atas ego belaka
kita jatuh, menjauh, tak berujung

tak terluka

Nostalgic

i remember it scent
through the heavy rain
so intense, i almost lose my breath
how this feeling emerge
pushing my senses
and i see all the glimpse
of you
walking, passing by, staring
just you, and me


before there’s us

Try

i advice my heart to follow its voice

i trust in the name of hope

i walk through the path that i left before

now i want to try

i want to change the course

i'll try to fix my lemon heart

sour and lonely deep inside

now i want to try

i've lost the one i hold the most

i've threw my only future

with my own truce

i curse my soul

how much burden that i hold

i must trust the companion beside

to see clearly through

before i stop in time

Blue Birds

through this enchanting night
blue birds fly
fly to the sky where up above
i can see a mileage lie

feel the roaring of my heart
fell struck down into the field of lulaby
so i can sang the tune of mine
precious one that spring like wine

it came for me this toneless heart
tapping off and sinking all pride
like a kid runs out of lie
i humming a souless rhyme

where i can find you...
where i can meet you...
where i can rub you...
till you fall a sleep in my lap

this spring comes like a dime
this autumn lul with it shine
this winter blow like a heartbeat
this summer glow like a knight

till i found my other piece
i lie here to waited you
take me...and a little bit of luck
so i can bring my other pieces, with you

enchant me with your smile
kill all the sinister that you'll find
on the summer, with mine...

i'll stand for you all the time...



Detail of Ria's Bluebird Mural, 2000, ceramic tile, glass, mirror and ceramic tile mosaics, interior Ria's Bluebird Café, Atlanta, Ga

Soaking Joy

finally, i can't breath the soaking smell of loneliness
but i can still restrain what deep inside
thrust all sickness through your brain
copulate me with the unfaithfull joy

A Life Keeper

Hail to the breath
That every second we take
With a single tear to drop
And a smell of sweat

Relentlessly craving
Never stop walking
Frequently digesting
Every step that we're leaving

I lose my shield
When i see the morning shine
Throughout those strawberry field
Crossing the perfect ocean line

Grab your friend's hand
Grab mine
Let it sting you
Because when you're sing

A wicked revolution win


--inspired by Coldplay's Viva La Vida--

Be in Silent

Words run through my mouth
Blabbering till the morning
Try to search the thing that i dont understand
Lying around, wondering pondering

In a struck of light you came
Saying less than a wind can blow
Whistling only through my heart
Not even close to my ear

Its hard to entering me
As hard as the ocean try to touch the sky
Green in the blueish night
Stary sky fallen in my lap


Being illogical coherence
Touching something ambigous
Give me one more chance
To wipe all past ghouls

Let this torch burn
Dont let it dim
Will there be any turn
Stop, while im still

Causes

underneath, this hollow heart
symptoms came through my veins
this venomous blood streaming fast
like i never know where it came

sleepless night whispering me
some memory that slowly die
want to make some difference
you go from underneath with lies

i want a simple reasons
so we can understand
hovering from all the causes
restraining from all the cliches

when i caught up my breath with smoke
hopefully this is not long enough for me
to screaming through your chest
erasing this plastic perfection

stoping all my pulse


this short poems inspired by Alanis Morissette's song It's A Bitch To Grow Up

Breeze

it doesnt shove on my smelly sweat

the taste of tears that drop
sinking my sandbox next to your sweet air
practicing intimate flowing tendecy

when the building struck me ever since
and the ocean leaves me with its word of wisdom
i know where do i stare
a place that never glitter

and never makes me pondering
when the bottom is an unstoppable sorrow
i know thats you dont know what im going through
but you wipe it all like i never do

now, your breeze is mine

Prepare, Ignite

after a long deep slumber
pushing through the thrilling light
seeds of hatred explode
erupting pass my night

attract all the yellow memories
grudging with my own reflection
i've become what I'm afraid most
i am the closest thing that can compare to all my enemy

with a little stroke of twin child
and a sprung cub
i lay down my arrows
pushing straight to both hands

screaming for eternity
hoping for transcendent
between good or evil
looking through a hero or villain point of view

i just simply love you
and then we go